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    <description><![CDATA[Goose, 16, charming but insane. Green eyes, ginger, has insane tendencies. Seeks asylum. Must have good rooms. No moths. Contact Satan for further details. (:]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[NEW BUZZNET PROFILE!]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4715231/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">Yes, I've made a new profile...<br /><a href="http://gooseyxxbear.buzznet.com/user/">HERE IT IS!</a></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I've already added people I definitely want on there.<br />If I haven't added you, and you feel like you should've been...<br />Add me! I'll probably accept. :L</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But...<br />If you're gonna add me.<br />Actually talk to me?</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Loves. (:</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-17T06:23:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So...]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4704201/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I'm just gonna say a few small things...

I apologise for this whole thing. Didn't mean to start a riot; simply got angry.

I don't want to fall out with anyone.

Any promises broken, I assure you, it was unintentional.

Any insults given are taken back and regretted.

I promise here and now that I won't let you guys down again, because I won't make promises that I know I can't keep.

You all mean so much to me, and that is the honest truth. That is the reason I got so angry; I couldn't help feeling betrayed.

But I still won't be on Buzznet very often. My offline life is my top priority, now that I have a future to plan, a boyfriend to love, and a hope to cling on to.

I also give up fanfiction. I just can't write it anymore. Vee's right; I have changed, but I think it's for the better. I know who I really am now.

Final apologies. I still love you all so much.
 
(:]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-15T14:24:35Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[You brought this on yourself, arseholes.]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4690541/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">Okay, I'm just gonna go through the list here...</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Yes, I am in college.<br />No, I don't have a great deal of internet access.<br />When I do, no, I don't have enough time to go reading people's fanfiction, etc, because I usually have forty million people talking to me at once, or I don't know, work to do on the internet.<br />Yes, I like fucking Harry Potter fanfiction, because guess what, I'm fucking allowed.<br />No, I may not have a lot in common with you anymore, but seriously, did I in the first place?!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This is why I have decided to leave Buzznet completely.<br />And I will name the two complete idiots that have driven me away.<br />Vee, you're pathetic. Seriously, you're not the best thing that's ever happened to this site. You're a silly little girl, craving attention from people who don't know you properly cause they're the only ones who believe you to be "awesome".<br />Korie, love, I still love you to death, man, but dude. You gave up on me because I stopped writing the A7X oneshots with you, and I can't get online often? GRWO THE FUCK UP. Seriously, if I fell out with any of my friends for something like that, I'd slap myself for being so fucking stupid!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I'm serious here, guys. The world does not revolve around fanfiction and networking, okay?<br />I have better things to do nowadays than waste my time reading stories and talking to people that live half a world away.<br />I'm studying in college, so I can actually be successful later on in life. I've sort of got a boyfriend. I have friends.<br />What the fuck am I still doing licking your arses?! The sun clearly doesn't shine out of 'em.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Quick thank you to Rhii and Izzy. You guys at least realised how underly often I can get online, and you actually bothered to ask why once in a while.<br />I know it'll be you two I stay in touch with.<br />As for the two mentioned above, and anyone else who disagrees with this loads of rambling tosh I've suddenly spewed out in a fit of rage...<br />Screw. You.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Have a good day now. (:</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-13T09:21:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Weeeeell...]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4635151/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">Ya'know what?<br />I reckon it's about time for me to actually be myself.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">My name, obviously, isn't Paige Gray. That is merely my alias.<br />Which I am tired of using, and explaining to people.<br />So, even though you may not like it,&nbsp;here is who I am really am.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">My name is Holly-Marie Thomas, albeit I prefer to be called Holz.<br />I'm sixxteen years old, live in the South West of Wales, and go to Pembrokeshire College.<br />I have a slight mental problem that affects my emotions; where other people would get a little upset, I'm more likely to freak out, attempt suicide and regret it a few hours later.<br />I am extremely paranoid and self-concious.<br />I've been abused since the age of two, and only in March of this year did it stop.<br />I can be extremely two-faced, but not in a malicious way; I just don't want to hurt anyone, but when I'm pissed off with them, I can't keep it to myself.<br />I'm ever so slightly addicted to sex, even though I'm still very much a virgin.<br />I write fanfiction because I hate my life, and like to pretend that I'm aprt of another one.<br />I seriously believe that my life will be a failure, and that I am likely to end my life before I turn 20. That's if the world hasn't ended by then, of course.<br />If I don't fail in life, I very much hope that I'll meet the man, or woman, I'm destined to be with. I'll admit that I would love to have children, twins preferably, but not until I'm over 27. See, I want a career first, but right now, I can't actually think what I want to do.<br />I'm a hopeless romantic, and love to set people up together. Of course, it always ends up hurting me, because I often accidentally set my crushes up with my friends. /:<br />Even though I'm paranoid and slow to trust people, once I do trust someone, I am extremely loyal; when I say I'll keep a secret, no one will ever find out, and that's the truth. Unfortunately, I've only ever met one person I trust that much, so everyone else hates me for slipping secrets out.<br />Yes, I <em>am</em> bisexual, but I don't get attracted to girls as easily as guys. It's an occasional lust.<br />And finally, even after everything I've said, I assure you that I am as far from depressed as is possible. Yes, I hurt myself. Yes, I don't have a happy life. yes, I'm likely to commit suicide. But right now, I am happy. Depression is an occasional thing with me, but I don't let it overwhelm my life. I am a happy girl in a happy environment, and as long as that stays the same, I'll be sticking around for a while.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So. Now you know.<br />Hopefully, you'll all still like me after this.<br />I just felt you guys deserved to know the real me. The real Goose. (:</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So yeah, my new charger will be here on Wednesday or after, so I'll be back online properly then.<br />Hathor will be first posted.<br />I'm likely to wait a while with the other one, which happens to be called Imagine The Dream.<br />And also, Rhii has given me a beyond fabby idea for a series of slash oneshots.<br />There'll only be about four or five, each with a different fandom.<br />Voila le fandoms...</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">1) Lord Of The Rings ; Aragorn/Legolas/Hald&igrave;r<br />2) Merlin [BBC TV series, search on Google for further details] ; Merlin/Arthur<br />3) Harry Potter ; Harry/Draco/Eric B&auml;ckman [yes, it's a crossover]<br />4) Pirates Of The Caribbean ; Jack/Will<br />+ others to come...</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So yeah, that'll be coming soon enough as well.<br />As for Picture Perfect Daddy's Girl...<br />I'm still adamant that I <em>will</em> continue that. It's my favourite fic so far, and it <em>will</em> be done.<br />When, however, is debatable.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Anyways, now that I've nibbled your ears off with my speech, I'm going to go and watch The Spy Who Shagged Me.<br />Toodles! (:</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-04T13:16:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Oh, my days...]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4629301/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">How often do I come on Buzznet, talking about havin a broken heart?<br />Yeah, a lot, I know.<br />I hates it.<br />But yeah, I wouldn't call this a broken heart; yes, I finally figured out that I don't fall in LOVE.<br />But yes, this is more a broken hope.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I like this guy in college.<br />He's a mate of my friend, Bea's.<br />She introduced us on Monday, and then used my phone to text him on Tuesday. I ended up texting him after, just to say that it was my number.<br />Since then, we've been texting each other consistently, almost as if it's the only thing keeping us alive.<br />Then today, we hung out all day. And he's amazing. I really like him.<br />His name's Nathan [believe me, I know way too many Nathan's...]<br />And then today, I find out that he likes my friend Becki, and that he's making moves in her direction.<br />And then I worked out that I accidentally matched them up. Like some stupid matchmaker.<br />And it's like, really painful to know that no matter who I like, and no matter how much they like me back, there is always someone out there just a bit better than me who they will forget me for.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The worst thing is, he's still constantly texting me, except it's always about her now.<br />Well, scratch that. He hasn't text me in about an hour. Record. Yay. ):</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Anyways, never mind about that.<br />I'm getting a new laptop charger by next week, so I'll be on more often. I'll start posting Hathor then.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Speaking of Hathor, I had another fic idea.<br />Except it's more romantic. :L<br />But yeah, also A7X, maybe the occasional slip in of another character.<br />Basically, the only person who isn't free is Brian. He's been reserved.<br />Everyone else, even Jimmy, is up for grabs.<br />Rhii; let Joanne have a chance to grab Matt this time.<br />Korie; Quick! Get someone! I want you in my fic!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Okieday, this is Paige, over and out.<br />(:</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-02T09:36:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Okay, Hathor stuffy stuff. (:]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4600811/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">This is basically a list of all the characters in Hathor.<br />Sorry if anyone doesn't like what their characters are like, but I can't change it now; I'm too far in the fic now. (:</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Me.<br /></span>Name: <em>Siren</em><br />Real Name: <em>Paige Gray<br /></em>Age: <em>23 [or am I??]<br /></em>Abnormality: <em>Golden feathered wings.<br /></em>Position in Hathor: <em>Founder/owner etc.</em>&nbsp;</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Rhii<br /></span>Name: <em>Hayley Sullivan.<br /></em>Age: <em>19<br /></em>Random Fact: <em>Trainee tattooist.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Izzy<br /></span>Name: <em>Sapphire<br /></em>Real Name: <em>Isobel Miller [is that the right surname?]<br /></em>Age: <em>20<br /></em>Abnormality: <em>Sapphires embedded in skin and sewn in hair.<br /></em>Position in Hathor: <em>Barmaid.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Amy<br /></span>Name: <em>Cleo<br /></em>Real Name: <em>Amy Owens<br /></em>Age: <em>21<br /></em>Abnormality: <em>Pale green snake skin.<br /></em>Position in Hathor: <em>Manager.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Vee<br /></span>Name: <em>Comet<br /></em>Real Name: <em>Vienna Hathaway<br /></em>Age: <em>18<br /></em>Abnormality: <em>Hair glows whatever colour it is.<br /></em>Position in Hathor: <em>Entertainer.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And the boys...</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Name: <em>Jimmy Sullivan<br /></em>Age: <em>24<br /></em>Random Facts: <em>Journalist.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Name: <em>Synyster<br /></em>Real Name: <em>Brian Haner Jr.<br /></em>Age: <em>22<br /></em>Abnormality: <em>Skin is smothered in moondust.<br /></em>Position in Hathor: <em>Barman.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Name: <em>Shadow<br /></em>Real Name: <em>Matt Sanders<br /></em>Age: <em>23<br /></em>Abnormaltiy: <em>Teeth and bones are made of silver.<br /></em>Position in Hathor: <em>Security.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Name: <em>Vengeance<br /></em>Real Name: <em>Zack Baker<br /></em>Age: <em>22<br /></em>Abnormality: <em>Tiger features; eyes, stripe effect on skin, tail, etc.<br /></em>Position in Hathor: <em>Assistant Manager.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Name: <em>Johnny Seward<br /></em>Age: <em>19<br /></em>Random Fact: <em>Student photographer.</em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><em></em></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Okay, what does everybody think?<br />I guess you can tell that it'll be insane, yes?<br />I may inclue some other people in cameos, but nothing secure. I'll let ya know when there's going to be a cameo, so peoples can request a miniscule part. :D</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Oh, and by the way... Does anyone like In This Moment?</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-09-26T16:46:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Gah.]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4596001/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">Firstly, I would liek to apologise for the journal I previously posted.<br />I was merely having a bad day, and I took it out on you guys, which you clearly didn't deserve.<br />So, yes.<br />I'm soooo sorry. D:</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Anyways, obviously, I can;t get on Buzznet very often.<br />I can only get on Fridays.<br />So, hopefully, once a week, I'll be here, chatting. (:</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I've also started writing a new fic, so I might be able to get that posted up soon enough.<br />Just to tease you...<br />It's called Hathor, and it's all about a club of sorts.<br />And more demonic shizzle.<br />ALSO.<br />The only guys I'm using in it are A7X. o.0<br />So I need four girls, to be with the four other guys of A7X. Obvio, not Jimmy.<br />So, someone with snakeskin, someone with glowing hair, someone with jewels in their skin, and someone with no odd things apart from being a trainee tattooist. :D</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Okay, love you all, and speak to you soon! :D</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-09-25T06:51:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[This is where I give up on all but about four of you.]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4570201/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">Seriously.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">What the heck.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Sort it out, fake idiots.</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-09-18T06:20:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I hate jounals with character limitisation.]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4563591/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Was that even a word?
But yeah, damn mobile!Buzznet for limiting the characters.

So yeah, if anyone's wondering why I'm not commenting their journals...
Yeah, mobile!Buzznet makes reading <i>everyone's</i> stuff very tedious, and I usually run out of battery.
Hence, I gave up.
HOWEVER.
I have about 4/5 hours free on Fridays in college, so I intend to use that time to "study". Or, in my terms, read everything I've missed from you wonderful people.

So. Anyone who wants to talk to me, be online between 12 & 4 pm, GB time, on Fridays.
Or just text, like. (:

Okay, hopefully talk to you all Friday!

<i>**prays any HTML will work on mobile!Buzznet**</i>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-09-16T12:04:34Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Ok, WTF?!]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyxplague.buzznet.com/user/journal/4558331/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[So, in Film Studies, we had to analyse American Beauty.
And I'd never seen it before.

Seriously, what the shit is going on with that film?!
It is so weird.
Ricky?! And the plastic bag?!
And the homophobic gay guy?!

Dude.

Just thought I'd point that out. (:]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyxplague</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-09-15T07:12:14Z</dc:date>
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