Gooooooosey. xD

Yes, I've made a new profile...
HERE IT IS!

I've already added people I definitely want on there.
If I haven't added you, and you feel like you should've been...
Add me! I'll probably accept. :L

But...
If you're gonna add me.
Actually talk to me?

Loves. (:

I'm just gonna say a few small things...

I apologise for this whole thing. Didn't mean to start a riot; simply got angry.

I don't want to fall out with anyone.

Any promises broken, I assure you, it was unintentional.

Any insults given are taken back and regretted.

I promise here and now that I won't let you guys down again, because I won't make promises that I know I can't keep.

You all mean so much to me, and that is the honest truth. That is the reason I got so angry; I couldn't help feeling betrayed.

But I still won't be on Buzznet very often. My offline life is my top priority, now that I have a future to plan, a boyfriend to love, and a hope to cling on to.

I also give up fanfiction. I just can't write it anymore. Vee's right; I have changed, but I think it's for the better. I know who I really am now.

Final apologies. I still love you all so much.

(:

Okay, I'm just gonna go through the list here...

Yes, I am in college.
No, I don't have a great deal of internet access.
When I do, no, I don't have enough time to go reading people's fanfiction, etc, because I usually have forty million people talking to me at once, or I don't know, work to do on the internet.
Yes, I like fucking Harry Potter fanfiction, because guess what, I'm fucking allowed.
No, I may not have a lot in common with you anymore, but seriously, did I in the first place?!

This is why I have decided to leave Buzznet completely.
And I will name the two complete idiots that have driven me away.
Vee, you're pathetic. Seriously, you're not the best thing that's ever happened to this site. You're a silly little girl, craving attention from people who don't know you properly cause they're the only ones who believe you to be "awesome".
Korie, love, I still love you to death, man, but dude. You gave up on me because I stopped writing the A7X oneshots with you, and I can't get online often? GRWO THE FUCK UP. Seriously, if I fell out with any of my friends for something like that, I'd slap myself for being so fucking stupid!

I'm serious here, guys. The world does not revolve around fanfiction and networking, okay?
I have better things to do nowadays than waste my time reading stories and talking to people that live half a world away.
I'm studying in college, so I can actually be successful later on in life. I've sort of got a boyfriend. I have friends.
What the fuck am I still doing licking your arses?! The sun clearly doesn't shine out of 'em.

Quick thank you to Rhii and Izzy. You guys at least realised how underly often I can get online, and you actually bothered to ask why once in a while.
I know it'll be you two I stay in touch with.
As for the two mentioned above, and anyone else who disagrees with this loads of rambling tosh I've suddenly spewed out in a fit of rage...
Screw. You.

Have a good day now. (:

Ya'know what?
I reckon it's about time for me to actually be myself.

My name, obviously, isn't Paige Gray. That is merely my alias.
Which I am tired of using, and explaining to people.
So, even though you may not like it, here is who I am really am.

My name is Holly-Marie Thomas, albeit I prefer to be called Holz.
I'm sixxteen years old, live in the South West of Wales, and go to Pembrokeshire College.
I have a slight mental problem that affects my emotions; where other people would get a little upset, I'm more likely to freak out, attempt suicide and regret it a few hours later.
I am extremely paranoid and self-concious.
I've been abused since the age of two, and only in March of this year did it stop.
I can be extremely two-faced, but not in a malicious way; I just don't want to hurt anyone, but when I'm pissed off with them, I can't keep it to myself.
I'm ever so slightly addicted to sex, even though I'm still very much a virgin.
I write fanfiction because I hate my life, and like to pretend that I'm aprt of another one.
I seriously believe that my life will be a failure, and that I am likely to end my life before I turn 20. That's if the world hasn't ended by then, of course.
If I don't fail in life, I very much hope that I'll meet the man, or woman, I'm destined to be with. I'll admit that I would love to have children, twins preferably, but not until I'm over 27. See, I want a career first, but right now, I can't actually think what I want to do.
I'm a hopeless romantic, and love to set people up together. Of course, it always ends up hurting me, because I often accidentally set my crushes up with my friends. /:
Even though I'm paranoid and slow to trust people, once I do trust someone, I am extremely loyal; when I say I'll keep a secret, no one will ever find out, and that's the truth. Unfortunately, I've only ever met one person I trust that much, so everyone else hates me for slipping secrets out.
Yes, I am bisexual, but I don't get attracted to girls as easily as guys. It's an occasional lust.
And finally, even after everything I've said, I assure you that I am as far from depressed as is possible. Yes, I hurt myself. Yes, I don't have a happy life. yes, I'm likely to commit suicide. But right now, I am happy. Depression is an occasional thing with me, but I don't let it overwhelm my life. I am a happy girl in a happy environment, and as long as that stays the same, I'll be sticking around for a while.

So. Now you know.
Hopefully, you'll all still like me after this.
I just felt you guys deserved to know the real me. The real Goose. (:

So yeah, my new charger will be here on Wednesday or after, so I'll be back online properly then.
Hathor will be first posted.
I'm likely to wait a while with the other one, which happens to be called Imagine The Dream.
And also, Rhii has given me a beyond fabby idea for a series of slash oneshots.
There'll only be about four or five, each with a different fandom.
Voila le fandoms...

1) Lord Of The Rings ; Aragorn/Legolas/Haldìr
2) Merlin [BBC TV series, search on Google for further details] ; Merlin/Arthur
3) Harry Potter ; Harry/Draco/Eric Bäckman [yes, it's a crossover]
4) Pirates Of The Caribbean ; Jack/Will
+ others to come...

So yeah, that'll be coming soon enough as well.
As for Picture Perfect Daddy's Girl...
I'm still adamant that I will continue that. It's my favourite fic so far, and it will be done.
When, however, is debatable.

Anyways, now that I've nibbled your ears off with my speech, I'm going to go and watch The Spy Who Shagged Me.
Toodles! (:

How often do I come on Buzznet, talking about havin a broken heart?
Yeah, a lot, I know.
I hates it.
But yeah, I wouldn't call this a broken heart; yes, I finally figured out that I don't fall in LOVE.
But yes, this is more a broken hope.

I like this guy in college.
He's a mate of my friend, Bea's.
She introduced us on Monday, and then used my phone to text him on Tuesday. I ended up texting him after, just to say that it was my number.
Since then, we've been texting each other consistently, almost as if it's the only thing keeping us alive.
Then today, we hung out all day. And he's amazing. I really like him.
His name's Nathan [believe me, I know way too many Nathan's...]
And then today, I find out that he likes my friend Becki, and that he's making moves in her direction.
And then I worked out that I accidentally matched them up. Like some stupid matchmaker.
And it's like, really painful to know that no matter who I like, and no matter how much they like me back, there is always someone out there just a bit better than me who they will forget me for.

The worst thing is, he's still constantly texting me, except it's always about her now.
Well, scratch that. He hasn't text me in about an hour. Record. Yay. ):

Anyways, never mind about that.
I'm getting a new laptop charger by next week, so I'll be on more often. I'll start posting Hathor then.

Speaking of Hathor, I had another fic idea.
Except it's more romantic. :L
But yeah, also A7X, maybe the occasional slip in of another character.
Basically, the only person who isn't free is Brian. He's been reserved.
Everyone else, even Jimmy, is up for grabs.
Rhii; let Joanne have a chance to grab Matt this time.
Korie; Quick! Get someone! I want you in my fic!

Okieday, this is Paige, over and out.
(:

This is basically a list of all the characters in Hathor.
Sorry if anyone doesn't like what their characters are like, but I can't change it now; I'm too far in the fic now. (:

Me.
Name: Siren
Real Name: Paige Gray
Age: 23 [or am I??]
Abnormality: Golden feathered wings.
Position in Hathor: Founder/owner etc. 

Rhii
Name: Hayley Sullivan.
Age: 19
Random Fact: Trainee tattooist.

Izzy
Name: Sapphire
Real Name: Isobel Miller [is that the right surname?]
Age: 20
Abnormality: Sapphires embedded in skin and sewn in hair.
Position in Hathor: Barmaid.

Amy
Name: Cleo
Real Name: Amy Owens
Age: 21
Abnormality: Pale green snake skin.
Position in Hathor: Manager.

Vee
Name: Comet
Real Name: Vienna Hathaway
Age: 18
Abnormality: Hair glows whatever colour it is.
Position in Hathor: Entertainer.

And the boys...

Name: Jimmy Sullivan
Age: 24
Random Facts: Journalist.

Name: Synyster
Real Name: Brian Haner Jr.
Age: 22
Abnormality: Skin is smothered in moondust.
Position in Hathor: Barman.

Name: Shadow
Real Name: Matt Sanders
Age: 23
Abnormaltiy: Teeth and bones are made of silver.
Position in Hathor: Security.

Name: Vengeance
Real Name: Zack Baker
Age: 22
Abnormality: Tiger features; eyes, stripe effect on skin, tail, etc.
Position in Hathor: Assistant Manager.

Name: Johnny Seward
Age: 19
Random Fact: Student photographer.

Okay, what does everybody think?
I guess you can tell that it'll be insane, yes?
I may inclue some other people in cameos, but nothing secure. I'll let ya know when there's going to be a cameo, so peoples can request a miniscule part. :D

Oh, and by the way... Does anyone like In This Moment?

Firstly, I would liek to apologise for the journal I previously posted.
I was merely having a bad day, and I took it out on you guys, which you clearly didn't deserve.
So, yes.
I'm soooo sorry. D:

Anyways, obviously, I can;t get on Buzznet very often.
I can only get on Fridays.
So, hopefully, once a week, I'll be here, chatting. (:

I've also started writing a new fic, so I might be able to get that posted up soon enough.
Just to tease you...
It's called Hathor, and it's all about a club of sorts.
And more demonic shizzle.
ALSO.
The only guys I'm using in it are A7X. o.0
So I need four girls, to be with the four other guys of A7X. Obvio, not Jimmy.
So, someone with snakeskin, someone with glowing hair, someone with jewels in their skin, and someone with no odd things apart from being a trainee tattooist. :D

Okay, love you all, and speak to you soon! :D

Seriously.

What the heck.

Sort it out, fake idiots.

Was that even a word?
But yeah, damn mobile!Buzznet for limiting the characters.

So yeah, if anyone's wondering why I'm not commenting their journals...
Yeah, mobile!Buzznet makes reading everyone's stuff very tedious, and I usually run out of battery.
Hence, I gave up.
HOWEVER.
I have about 4/5 hours free on Fridays in college, so I intend to use that time to "study". Or, in my terms, read everything I've missed from you wonderful people.

So. Anyone who wants to talk to me, be online between 12 & 4 pm, GB time, on Fridays.
Or just text, like. (:

Okay, hopefully talk to you all Friday!

**prays any HTML will work on mobile!Buzznet**

So, in Film Studies, we had to analyse American Beauty.
And I'd never seen it before.

Seriously, what the shit is going on with that film?!
It is so weird.
Ricky?! And the plastic bag?!
And the homophobic gay guy?!

Dude.

Just thought I'd point that out. (:

So, uh...
How's tricks?

I can almost guarantee that a thrid of you will stare at the screen in disbelief, another third will whoop and cheer at me returning, and the final third will yell and curse at the screen, mostly about how I'm shockingly annoying in the way I have just randomly decided to appear.

But yes, I can explain. And I will explain, cause I'm good at stuff like that.

So, about a second after my last post on this site, I think, my laptop decided to yet again die, but in a different way to normal.
This time, the power cord, charger, whatever, has decided to cease living, and my laptop will no longer turn on.
And I've been too busy to get it fixed.
Cause I'm, ya'know, in college now. ;D

Yeap, I got into college. Doing my A Levels. I've taken Psychology, Sociology, French, and WBQ. I'm seriously enjoying it. I didn't think they would, but it's amazing how much more respect you get in college than in normal school.
Plus, all my tutors are seriously badass. And I've made some pretty cool new friends; Erin, Rosey, Beatrice, Maria, etc.
Obviously, I'm still hanging with all me ol' friends; Flin, Joanne, Sammy, Becki, etc. :D

Anyways, I hope to be gracing you with my presence again soon via the laptop of evilness. 'Til then... I CAN GET ON IN COLLEGE! o.0 Everything is blocked except Bnet. It rules. :D

Oh, and by the way, Paigey has a luuurve interest.
I'm in a flirtationship [yeah, I rule with words] with two guys, and I don't really know who I like more, and which to take it further with.
One of them is Nathan's brother Luke. Do you remember when I spouted off about him a few months ago? Yeah. Well, turns out, my interest is mutual. :D
Then the other is one of the guys I worked with in college, Dave. Not too sure if there's interest back from him, but he flirts enough. ;)
Anyways, yeah, I'll post a journal soon which will comply of several of my previous diary entrances to explain how these thingys formed.

For now, I'm going to disappear for another several days.
Again, if anyone wants to communicate avec moi, me number 07779385308. :D
LOVES YOU ALL!

First, name your top 12 bands.

1. Shinedown

2. Dead By April

3. Deathstars

4. Papa Roach

5. Avenged Sevenfold

6. Green Day

7. Bullets And Octane

8. Muse

9. blink-182

10. Eighteen Visions

11. Busted

 12. Feltbeats

Ok, now answer some questions about band number one:

How did you hear about this band? 
I was watching Scuzz TV one day, and Devour came on. I can remember thinking: "This band is fuckin' insane. That sound is... well... big." And I couldn't stop myself searching them. Fell in love at an instant. Brent Smith's voice is fuckin' love.

How long have you been listening to them?
Hmm... I think I started listening to 'em at the start of this year.

Name one band member.
My dear Brent Smith, of course.

Does this band have a hot lead singer?
I wouldn't say hot, but he's easy enough on the eyes.

How long have they been around?
Oh, no idea. This is jsut one of those bands that I listen to. I don't research every fucking detail about this band. So yeah, no idea. Few years?

Is this your favorite band?
No. I don't really have a favourite band any more. But I have several most loved bands, and they fall into that category.

 

On to band numero DEUX!

Write some random lyrics by this band.
I'm fading to grey, losing all track of time. I'll die, you're absurd, I'm shattered in pieces. Lift up my eyes, I am falling this time.
-- Falling Behind.

Are they all girls? Or all guys? Or a mix?
All boys, though Jimmie does sound slightly womanly on occasion.

Can you name each member of this band?
Jimmie Strimmel, Pontus Hjelm, Johan Olsson, Marcus Wesslén, Alexander Svenningson.
And no, I didn't search it. ;D

What was the first song you heard from them?
Angels of Clarity. Thank God, and all, cause it's one of my favourites.

How many guitar players does this band have?
Two.

What kind of music do they play?
"Melodic Death Metal"
I call it... "Metal you can swing your hips to"

 

Band #3. HUZZAH!!

Do any of your friends like this band?
Hah. Um. Maybe Flin and Joanne, but really, I don't know if anyone's actually listened to 'em.

Is this band mainstream or indie?
Seriously? Deathstars?
Neither, dude.

What are their lyrics usually about?
Sex, innocence, sex, sinning, sex, evil, sex, weird Swedish things, sex...
The usual. **shrugs**

How many cds of theirs do you have?
**sobs** None.

Have you ever seen them live?
Stop it, you're making me feel upset. **weeps**

Are they still together?
Yes, of course.
**checks Skinny's blog**

 

Onward to band #4.

Do you have any merchendise from this band?
Not yet, but there's some on order.

Write some random lyrics by them.
Sick in the head, living but dead, hear what I said, learn a lesson from the almighty dread.
-- Dead Cell

How many full-length albums have they put out?
Sixx, I believe, but hey, I'm no PRoach expert.

Why do you like this band?
The lyrics really hit me. Like, I can relate to everything I hear.
Plus, come on, they've got some killer music.

Are they an older or more modern band?
Bit of both, in a way. People know them from the beginning of this decade, and a bit before, but they're still hopping, so... yeah.

Have they ever written a song you hate?
Don't think so.

 

Numbah FIVE

How many members do they have?
Cinq. (:

What's your favorite album of theirs?
Hands down, Waking The Fallen.
Amusingly abbreviated to WTF.

What was the first song you heard from them?
I think it was Remenissions.

Are(were) they on an indie record label or a major?
They used to be underground, and those were the good days.
**sigh**

Do they have a logo?
Ye Olde Bat of Death.
It's not professionally called that.

Name two members.
James "The Reverend Tholomew Plague" Owen Sullivan and Brian "Synyster Gates" Elwin Haner Jr.
Damn, say that in one sentence. :L

 

Band number SIX.

Write some random lyrics by them.
Dearly Beloved, are you listening? I can't remember a word that you were saying. Are we demented, or am I disturbed? The space that's in between insane and insecure.
-- Jesus Of Suburbia: Dearly Beloved. 

How many albums of theirs do you own?
Just the two. American Idiot and 21st Century Breakdown.

Is this band well-known?
I'd say that more than 50% of the world's population know of them, yeah.

How long have you been listening to them?
'99, baby.

Do you like their band name?
It's very interesting.

Do you know anyone else who likes them?
Everyone. :D

 

Number 7. YAY!

Is the drummer hot?
He's not too bad.

Have they kept the same lineup through their whole career?
Nahh, there's been a few changes.

Is there an aesthetic aspect to this band?
Um... Psh, no. They sing about nothing but sex all the time.

Do they have videos on Mtv?
Not really. They aren't very well known.

Name a band member.
Just cause I love his name...
Jack Tankersley.

What kind of music do they play?
Hard Rock, that loosely used term.

 

Number 8.

Why do you like this band?
Oh, come on, it's fuckin' Muse. Can you think of a bad song that they've done? No. They are constantly improving. They're one of the most loved bands in the world, and they haven't reached they're full potential yet. And I just fuckin' love 'em, okay?

Are they better than, worse than, or equal to band #2?
Sorry, but DBA are amazing. Even though Muse, like, pwn all, DBA have my heart.

When did they first form?
1994. Impressive.

How old were you when you first got into them?
No idea. Always?

How many band members are there?
Three. Bloody three. It's amazing.

Do you own any of their merchendise?
I will be getting something soon, I hope.

 

NINE

Are they closer to hard rock, or pop rock?
Definitely closer to pop rock. Cause, ya'know, you can dance to blink. But I ain't saying they suck cause of it. i love them.

Write some random lyrics. 
I always flirt with death, I could kill, but I don't care about it. I can face your threats, stand up tall and scream and shout about it.
-- Another Girl Another Planet.

How old is the lead singer?
They don't really have a lead singer. But Tom's 33 and Mark's 37. Travis doesn't really sing, but he's 33 anyways.

Are they still together?
Only fuckin' just! They just got back together, thank fuck!

Do they swear a lot?
Most likely.

Do they write serious lyrics?
Serious enough.

 

Band NUMERO DIX

What record label are they on?
They WERE onTrustkill, I think, but don't ask me, I'm barren of info on most bands.

When did they first form?
1995, I think.

Was their latest album any good?
Of course.

How many members are there?
There WERE five members.

What's something distinctive about them?
Their music was... Well, it was constantly changing, wasn't it?

Which of their cds has the best artwork?
Until The Ink Runs Out. I should know, I have it.

 

Number 11. You're getting closer to the end.

Name some lyrics.
I'm kissing her and she, she slammed me against the walls. She crashed into a bus, chasing some supermodel. She's analysed my smile, she's memorized my phonebook. She always wears my clothes, here favourite words are f-WOO!
-- She Wants To Be Me.

What was their best album?
A Present For Everyone.

Is the lead singer a guy or a chick?
Well, there wasn't a lead singer out of the three, but they were all ickle boys, so yeah. Male.

Do they have any videos on Mtv?
What I Go To School For. Year 3000. Sleeping With The Light On. Crashed The Wedding. Who's David? Air Hostess. 3am. Thunderbirds.
Yeahh.

What kind of music do they play?
POP-PUNK.
Bahahah.

How long have you liked this band?
Since they first came out, in '01, when I were eight. o.0

 

Number 12! ALMOST FINISHED

Why do you like this band?
For a start, it's not a band. It's a guy, in his room, with his guitar and his voice, just recording for the hell of it, and it's fucking gorgeous.
That's why I love it.

Can you name each band member?
Hm, seeing as there's only one member...
Thomas Andrew Felton. (:

Do they still have their original lineup?
Nooo.
I'm being sarcastic.

Is it likely you'll find their cds and merchendise at the mall?
Nope. Definitely not.
Still gonna get 'em, though. ;D

How long have they been around?
Since 2008, he's been musically active. But he's been acting since 1997.

Are they lyrically talented?
Aw, yeah, his lyrics are lovely.

 

FINALLY, name you favorite songs by each band.

1. I Dare You.

2. Angels Of Clarity.

3. Virtue To Vice.

4. Dead Cell.

5. Burn It Down.

6. Basket Case. [I know, everyone puts that down. >_>]

7. Building A Legend.

8. Hysteria.

9. Another Girl Another Planet.

10. Victim.

11. Better Than This.

12. Time Well Spent.

 

Anybody noticed my absence recently?
Warning: Journal may be long, and full of swearing.

So everything begins when I last was on here.
Thursday.
I went to Hannah's.
Basically, she'd said we were gonna go to Newgale [local beach] for a few hours, have a barbeque, go back to hers in Fishguard, watch DVDs all night and drink the four assive bottles of WKD I'd brought with me.
Did that actually happen?
Like fuck it did. >_>

We did go the beach. And had our BBQ. Tha was nice, and we had plenty fun.
We got back to hers, and she tells me that it was the closing night of her favourite pub, and that she wanted us to go.
Now, by this time, I'm a little tipsy from the WKD. Enough to agree with her, anyways.
So, I get changed into nice clothes, style my hair into something that resembled... well, Nikki Sixx. Basically, I made myself look pretty to go to this pub that, by law, we shouldn't be going to, but the landlord lost his licence serving under-age people, so he didn't mind letting us drink on the closing night.

So we got there, and started playing pool and drinking.
Started off with a pint of cider each, but after our frst JägerBomb, we moved onto the tripleVodka&Coke's. After our third, we were starting to get pretty drunk.
Then, this guy walks in the pub - Mark, I think his name was - and my jaw like, dropped.
At first, I seriously thought it was Sanders. Like, identical. But no. Still gorgeous, though.
And who does he decide to start flirting with?
Hannah. >_>
I was pissed off.

But eventually, Hannah went to the toilet, and Mark came over to me.
"Is that girl single?"
"No, she's going out with Dan Beer."
"Oh, okay."
**awkward silence**
"Are you single?"
"I am."
"Do you like me?"
"I like your tattoos."
"Good enough for me."
And then Hannah came out of the loo, and dragged me outside so she could have a smoke.

Mark disappeared after that, and guess what drink I moved onto?
Yeap. Jack Daniels.
I'd had about four JD&Coke's by the time mark appeared again.
I'd had two more by the time I went over to the jukbox.
I was on my second to last song [I'd put PRoach, Mötley Crüe and Slipkot on already] and Mark came over.
His arm went around my waist, and he started kissing my bare shoulder. >_>
"Can you search a song for me?"
Mhm."
"B - O - D - I - E - S"
"Drowning Pool?"
"Yes. You like?"
"Fuck yes."
And then he slipped away, and I made sure Three Days Grace was on after it.

I got myself another JD&Coke and sat on a chair by the pool table. Hannah was playing with her boyfriend [not in that way] and losing.
Then Drowning Pool came on, and Mark appeared.
He went crazy.
He was headbanging and shit. It was so funny, cause he was the only one. Apart from me, of course, but I was sat down in the corner, spilling JD on my pretty t-shirt. :L

So, I stood up at the end of the song to... well, God knows what I was gonna do.
And there he is. Right beside me.
And I just thought fuck it.
And DAMN he kisses good. It was like he actually knew what I would like. He's was paying more attention to my pleasure than his own.
And when he pulled away, he grabbed my fedora hat, put it on his own head, sat on my chair, pulled me on his lap, and literally snogged me untilI forgot my name.

I think I stumbled over to Hannah in a daze after that, and she asked if she could borrow some money for another drink. I went to grab my wallet from my pocket...
And it was gone.
Along with my hat.
And Mark.

THE BASTARD HAD FUCKED OFF WITH MY WALLET AND HAT.

I was fuming.
Literally so pissed off, I couldn't think properly.
Dan tried to calm me down, and I threw my glass at him. I was demanding that Hannah take me out of the pub immediatly, which she and Dan did.
From now, I don't remember shit.
But she said that I tried to walk off in the opposite direction of her house, and I was screaming something about "killing that motherfucker, how dare he, fucking blows my mind, fucking asshole, gonna fucking rape him, my fucking wallet, shit..."
Or something like that.

Eventually, she and Dan caught up with me, and manuvered me so I was walking between them to her house, holding their hands, singing Bonnie Tyler and waking up the neighbours.

Next day.
I had no money.
My phone was out of battery.
Hannah's mum had run out of petrol.
Dan had already gon to work.
And they didn't have a BT line.

I was stuck in Fishguard until Sunday, when Hannah's mum eventually told me she had a charger that fit my phone.
I rang me dad, told he what happened, and he picked me up in a haze of anger, mostly at me.
Once we got home, though, the anger deterred to this Mark guy.
He got my brother and his mate Boothy, and we all went back into Fishguard, intent on finding the asshole and...
Well, the plan was to rough him up a bit, get my wallet back, and then take him out of the kayaks.
Lucky for him, we couldn't find him.

Anyways, dad chilled out eventually.
And he tells me he's bought a trailer on eBay, and that we have to go to Manchester to get it.
Which we did on Monday.
Lef at 5.30 am, and got to Manchester at about 11.30am. We had to wait for the guy for an hour, then he kept us around for another half hour.
Finally, at 1pm, we were off again.
And somewhere on the motorway, we missed out junction, thanks to a shitbag lorry.
We ended up first in Anglesy. Wrong, clearly.So, we turned around, and ended up on our way to Manchester again.
Eventually, we thought we were going the right way [yes, dad still refused to buy a map].
Guess where we ended up?
Birmingham.
>_>
So,I finally persuaded him to stop in a gas station and get a map.
An Italian bloke pointed us in the right direction, and we finally got home.
At 10pm.
It was basically a 17 hour journey.
It should have only taken about 8 hours. >_>

Anyways, so after being fired twice and given back my job, life is finally back on track.
Thank Gods.

Anyone else had this much fun this weekend?
:L

 

Nothing amazing.
Just finally postedthe first chapter of my H//D slash fic.
At a H//D slash LJ comm.
Yeah. Whatever.
:L

Anyone want to actually read it?
Here we go.
**hopes link actually works for once >_>**

I also had a sudden oneshot idea, but it won't be with any guy I've ever used before.
It'll be someone I'm quietly fanirling over.

Yeah. Gen Louis. Singer in Bullets And Octane. Gorgeous man with a sexy voice.
:}
[Korie, that face woul be "CreeperPedo" on MSN, m'kay?]

Okieday, my lovelies, I will be posting more of PPDG soon.
But right now, I'm going to Hannah's house.
Well, beach first. Then Hannah's house, to get drunk and passively stoned. (:
Korie and Flin are he only ones here on Buzznet that know why my heart is aching at the prospect.
)':

Anyways, love you all. :D

Happy Belated Birthday to Vince Neil of Mötley Crüe, who turned 48 yesterday.

[would put a picture here, but I'm useless and can't be bothered. D:]

I'm gonna try and get the video done now, but don't keep your hopes up. :D

Put your iPod on "Shuffle" - What are the first five songs that appear?
1. Good Charlotte -- Dance Floor Anthem
2. Karl Jenkins ft. Enya -- Adiemus
3. Steel Panther ft. M Shadows -- Turn Out The Lights
4. Busted -- Year 3000 
5. blink-182 -- Another Girl Another Planet

Five favorite movies of all time:
1. Donnie Darko.
2. Ginger Snaps.
3. A Nightmare On Elm Street. 
4. Back To The Future. 
5. Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas. 

Five songs you can't stop listening to at the moment:
1. Dead By April -- Angels Of Clarity. 
2. La Roux -- Bulletproof
3. Apocalyptica -- I'm Not Jesus
4. Papa Roach -- Lifeline
5. Green Day -- 21 Guns

Five things one would put in a trap if they wanted to catch you:
1. Cheese.
2. Hot Swedish lady-boys.
3. Some decent music.
4. Hot guys making out.
5. ...Um. A Playstation with Spyro on it. o.0

Five things you don't leave your house without:
1. The phone.
2. Headphones.
3. A bloody brush.
4. My watch -- I hate not knowing the time.
5. Clothing. D:

Last things you did - eaten/drank/listened to/watch/bought:
1. Ate: A bacon and cottage cheese panini. :D 
2. Drank: Diet Coke.
3. Listened To: Lady GaGa -- Paparazzi. [yes, really.]
4. Watched: Jurassic Park, like, two nights ago.
5. Bought: MY DADDY'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT. 

Five things that terrify you:
1. Moths.
2. Being alone in the dark.
3. Choking.
4. My exam results.
5. Independence.

Five things you're wearing right now:
1. My plaid fedora. :D
2. Blue vest top thing.
3. A plaid button up shirt left undone with the sleeves rolled up. Yes, loving the plaid today. o.0
4. Black trousers, but not jeans. D:
5. VANS. :D

Five things you can grab from where you're sitting:
1. The scarf I took of about ten minutes ago.
2. A pair of jeans.
3. My empty yogurt pot.
4. Phone.
5. My drawing of Brian and Zacky kissing each other, that I drew about two or three years ago.

Five random things starting with the same letter of your name:
1. Haggis.
2. Hollodaise.
3. Heartbeats.
4. Hell.
5. Gorther. Meaning brother. For my name; Goose. :L

[yes, I'm doing this thing...]

 

[1] Whats your Name?

[2] Are we close?:

[3] What do you think of me?:

 [4] Do you fancy me?:

[5] Would u kiss me?:

[6] Would you date me?

 [7] Describe me in 3 words?:

[8] If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?:

[9] What was ur first impression of me?:

 [10] Do u still think the same?:

[11] What reminds u of me?:

[12] If you could give me anything what would it be?:

[13] How well do u know me? :

[14] What do u like best about me?:

 [15] Ever wanted 2 tell me something u couldn't?:

 [16] Could you ever love me?:

 [17] Give me a nickname and explain why?

 [18] Are you gonna put this on your blog and see what i say about you?

 [19] do u think im...?

 pretty[]

georgus[ ]

id tap that [ ]

 i love u [ ]

ur mi best friend! [ ]

beautiful []

amazzzzing[ ]

[20] how long have we been friends?

 [ 21 ] would u give me ur number?

 [22] any advice fer me?

 

Video will be up tomorrow, by the way. :D

Everyone always says they're gonna do one of these, and they never do.
I am.
Tomorrow, after work -- what a shock there, ladies and... nevermind -- I will film a video, on my webcam, to post on the Net of Buzz.
Between now and 6/7pm tomorrow [that'll be around midday for youse 'Mericans] you have the chance to post comments here; asking questions, requesting shout outs, anything you want.
Guaranteed, if one of youse ask me to fondle on camera, I'm not gonna do it, so keep it sensible, people.

Okay, Paige out [until I get bored and check this]
:D

Well, I'm in the middle of cleaning the shittiest apartment known to... well, me. But I thought 'fuck it, I haven't said this for definite yet, and I want to' so here I am, hiding in a locked bathroom, twiddling my hair and writing this on my phone.

I am DEFINITELY going to continue Picture Perfect Daddy's Girl. In fact, I'm planning on writing in it tonight when I return from -sob-work.
As for Condemned... Well, I still have ideas for it, but I just don't know what to do with it. I feel like a dog that's finally caught a car. ):
And, of course, once I finish reading HBP again, the H//D slash will be born. [Even though I've already written two chapters of it, but shh, don't tell anyone ;D]

Okay, I should probably get back to work now, right?
:D

I am going insane.
It's 3am.
I've been awake for an hour and a half.
And I can't sleep.
Why?
Four reasons.
My "bed" is abnormaly uncomfortable, it's bloody freezing, there are seven spiders littering the ceiling of the caravan, and my dad is snoring like there's no tomorrow.
It's fucking torture, cause I am bloody knackered.
I shouldn't even be awake. It's only cause I needed a fucking piss, which is bad enough in itself. It's pitch black out there, and I didn't even have a torch.
Ya'know, I can't even sleep somewhere else.
Every other tent is full, bar my own, which I can't sleep in yet, cause the pump for my air matress takes 24 hours to charge up. Qu'est-ce que le point?
I can't even sleep in the fucking car, cause the door's locked, and I'll be damned if I know where dad put the keys.
It's literally driving me insane. Look, I'm crazy enough to come online at a sinful hour just to post a journal about how I can't sleep.
Tomorrow night, I'm staying home.


Dear Lord, a spider just ran over my arm. Kill me now, this night just got worse. >_>

Blue Rock had too much of an affect on me.
I made my dad take the caravan down to Whitesands [c'est une beach. **nods**]
Anyways, there's fields by the beach, and they're used for camping. And my dad works for the guy that owns them, so we get free camping. :D

So yeah, I'm currently living in a field with my dad, my brother, his bitch, his kid, and the neighbours.
**nods again**
It sucks though, cause I'm not there as often as everyone else.
Work is a bitch for that.
I mean, my sister is coming down in a few days, and I'm barely gonna see her, cause I work every bloody day.
>_>

Anyways, I was gonna post a little video, like Vee's and Korie's, but for some reason, the new stuff on my phone still isn't coming up on my laptop.
It's really pissing me off now, cause I can't see why it isn't doing it. >_>
So don't even hold your breath for picture updates anymore. You'll never again see what I look like. **sobs**

I'm gonna try and get back on track with everyone's fics tomorrow/this week/soon.
Just cause I feel very guilty.
Apparently, I'm a good reader/commenter.

Oh yeah, and I may have just decided that PPDG may get comtinued, just cause I loved that fic too much.
Don't hold your breath, but cross your fingers if you have confidence in me.

Love you all. :D